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The Queen Boat, Reconsidered

Tuesday, November 11th, 2008

It’s been quite a while since I’ve written one of my long boring posts, so if you don’t like them, well, I’m sorry.

We had a guest lecturer on campus yesterday who got me thinking (which I am wont to do from time to time) about stuff I haven’t thought about in quite a while.  I’m not going to use his name because he made himself a bit infamous for reasons that have nothing to do with the talk he gave, and I don’t want people stumbling across my blog by seeking him out in Google.  If his topic sounds interesting, e-mail me and I’ll point you in the direction of his article.

The gist of his talk is something to the following effect: he argues that what he calls a “sexual binary”–namely that one must either identify as hetero- or homosexual–is a western notion that is being imposed on the rest of the world.  If this sounds post-colonialist, you’re not wrong (if you don’t know what post-colonialism is, don’t worry about it — I’m only passingly familiar with it as I think the concept that your thoughts have to be limited by a school of thought is kind of stupid).

His specialization is the Arab World, and his particular grief is that the West is imposing this sexual binary on the Arab World when human rights groups, NGOs, etc., identify a certain subset of the populace as gay or lesbian, even when those people may not identify as gay themselves.

For the record, I started having problems with this guy’s talk when he contradicted himself by suggesting that Arabs have learned the concept of being exclusively “gay” or “lesbian” from the West, but then later said that he knows there are Arabs who do identify as gay or lesbian and that’s OK.

Now, he’s not one of these guys suggesting that homosexuality is a western disease and that it’s an unnatural behavior learned from the West — what he’s saying is that in a good chunk of the world, sexuality is more polymorphous than a simple binary.  Men who are married to women and have children also have sex with men, for example, and that these societies have constructed space to allow this behavior.  What he’s arguing is that the insistence from outside that these people be recognized as “gay” and given rights that they’re not asking for is actually causing more harm than good.

And then he brought up the example of the Queen Boat.  The story is recapped as follows: in May 2001, police raided a nightclub in Cairo (the Queen Boat — it was one of the nightclubs that’s on a large boat that goes out for a two or three hour cruise on the Nile that are popular among tourists and Egyptians alike) that was a reputed gay hangout.  52 men were arrested and charged with debauchery (there being no law against gay sex in Egypt), and the trials spanned over months.

Several international gay rights organizations picked up the banner and pressured western embassies to take up the cause of Egypt’s “repression of homosexuality.”  The western gay press ran stories about “Egypt’s Stonewall.”

The problem was this: none of the men arrested identified themselves as gay, even under allegations of torture.  The gay press attributed this to a long-standing social stigma against homosexuality, but Our Speaker suggested another explanation: none of the men actually considered themselves gay.  Many, in fact most of them were married and had children.  Instead of being Egypt’s Stonewall, it was a trial that went nowhere, and with the exception of two men who’ve been in jail for years, most of them were free within a couple of months, badly embarrassed at having been accused of “licentious behavior.”  Several of them have since emigrated from Egypt (with wives and children).

Our Speaker argued that the international attention did more harm than good–Egypt at the time had no law against homosexual acts.  Parliament is now considering them, however, in response to the Queen Boat incident.

I was trying to digest all of this–I think he’s got a point, although I think there are problems with his analysis–when a friend of mine, an Egyptian doctoral candidate in history, raised her hand and made a counterpoint that I’d been waiting for.  The Egyptian government was, at the time, facing rising opposition from Islamist parties who were accusing the government of being corrupt and amoral, and were holding themselves to be the protectors of virtue.  Shortly thereafter, the Egyptian government sanctions a raid on a well-known gay nightclub that’s been operating for years and charges everyone on board with amoral behavior.  Coincidence?  She doesn’t think so, and neither do I.

Another example our speaker brought up was the novel/film ‘Omaret Ya’qubian (The Yacoubian Building), which was very popular the last time I was in Cairo in 2006.  Among the characters in the novel–which is a sort of Egyptian Peyton Place, following the lives of the inhabitants of an apartment building in downtown Cairo–is the self-identified homosexual character Hatem, who engages in a relationship with a Nubian soldier, Abed Rabbo.

Our Speaker argued that the novel is essentially Islamist in tone, even though the author clearly thinks he’s being very sophisticated.  Hatem, who lives alone and is the passive partner in the relationship (read: “bottom”) is identified as شاظ “shadh” (or “shaz,” as the Egyptians would pronounce it) which means deviant or pervert, but is also common street slang for gay.  (I started to have problems with his talk around this point, because he was saying that the book was mistranslated into English because shaz used to only mean “deviant” in a much broader sense, even though now anyone who reads the book would read it as “homosexual,” which the author is on record as having said is what he meant).

Abed Rabbo, on the other hand, is married and has a son, and is never identified as a shaz.  (Abed Rabbo later murders Hatem … well, it’s complicated).  Hence, Our Speaker puts forward the suggestion that the behaviour is only deviant because Hatem has sex exclusively with men, and exclusively in the passive role, for which he is “punished” with death at the end of the novel.

Again, he kind of has a point here, although I kind of think that Our Speaker would do well to review, for example, The Celluloid Closet for examples of early gay and lesbian characters in film, who almost always met a tragic end.  One of the explanations of this is that it helped anyone in the audience who was having conflicted issues about feeling sympathetic toward the gay character feel better when he or she “got what they deserved.”  Indeed, audiences who watched the film version of The Yacoubian Building were reputed to cheer Hatem’s death, even if they had been sobbing moments earlier when Abed Rabbo’s son took ill and died.

And then this got me thinking about Prop 8.  I know, it’s kind of crazy that thinking about the tenuous relationship between Islam and homosexuality in Egypt might have gotten me thinking about Prop 8 and the enormous backlash against the Mormons for funding it.  Believe me, I’m all for holding the church accountable for their part–but Californians actually voted for it.  I find it interesting (anthropologically speaking) that someone could stand in the election booth and vote for Barack Obama, arguably one of the most liberal Democrats to run for office in years, on the one hand while voting for Prop 8 on the other and see no contradiction.

What, I wonder, was the tipping point?  I don’t believe that it’s as simple as “the Mormons poured a bunch of money into the campaign and that’s why it passed” (note to Michael: I’m not saying that I don’t think it’s A reason, I’m saying that I don’t think it’s the ONLY reason.)

I don’t have answers to this, I’m merely posing the question: what made the people of what is, next to Massachusetts, considered the most liberal state in the Union decide not only to ban gay marriage but to retroactively alter the state constitution, thus potentially invalidating 18,000+ marragies already on the books?  The LDS campaign may have pushed it over the top (in fact, I’m fairly sure it did), but there was already a solid base to begin.

How could we have made history by electing our first black president and shattering the racial glass ceiling, but reaffirm separate-and-unequal status in several states all in one fell swoop?  Are we the sacrificial lamb being offered up?  “We’ll elect a black guy, but the immorality has to stop” — is that it? Trust me, I’m kind of used to it.  I live in Texas.

But it doesn’t make me happy about any of this.  It just makes me wonder what’s really going on here.

If I have any more thoughts, I’ll share.  You can, too.

Search term weirdness

Wednesday, November 1st, 2006

One of the weird things about running a Web site is that you can see what search search are leading people to your site. Fortunately, there’s no weird terms like “penguin sex” on the list (I’ll report back if that mention right there manages to garner any hits).

I glanced through the October stats this morning, and there was some interesting stuff.

The name of a colleague of mine popped up. as one of the top search terms. I facetiously teased him about having a stalker when I saw him this morning. Turns out that it’s his new girlfriend … it’s been so long since I was in that early stage where you look up your significant other’s name on the Internet for fun. And, frankly, when you’re not still in that stage, it seems kinda lame.

Anyway, I did notice that another search string was “Does Carole Strayhorn support gay rights?” Apparently, my entry about the upcoming gubernatorial election and my usual rants about the lack of gay rights in Texas (and the rest of the country) combined to put my site up in Google for that one.

And, no, she doesn’t. She used to be a Republican. She also used to be a Democrat. And now she’s an independent. If that doesn’t tell you everything you need to know about her position on various political issues, I can’t help you.

Anyway.

I haven’t been feeling terribly motivated to blog much lately. Work is monotonous, new highways only inspire so much creativity, and I keep fighting the same old battles at work. I’ve been in this job for 6 years full time, and an additional 2 years part time before that, so it’s sometimes a little hard to keep the momentum flowing.

So far, the highlight of my week has been the discovery that one of my favorite musicians (Greek Cypriot singer/songwriter Alkinoos Ioannides, (Αλκίνοος Ιωαννίδης for the purists out there) has a new album out, which I duly ordered from an import shop (darned digital rights management — you can’t order from the iTunes Greece shop if you’re not actually in Greece).

I’m rather looking forward to it – even though his Greek is far too poetic for my ears to understand, I nearly burned a hole in his last CD “Οι πεÏ?ιπέτειες ενός πÏ?οσκυνητή” (‘The Adventures of a Pilgrim’). The new CD should be even less comprehensible, since it’s a collection of Cypriot folks songs that are, presumably, in the Cypriot dialect (which, as anyone who was with me back then will recall, I mistook for Portuguese the first time I heard it spoken).

Anyway. Here’s one of Alkinoos’ music videos that I found on YouTube. It’s not one of my favorite songs, but when you’re looking for music videos by Greek musicians who sing in Greek on YouTube, you’re not going to find that much …

Enjoy!

Such an easy word …

Wednesday, September 27th, 2006

It’s my own fault, really.

I had a hellish day at work. I worked through lunch, and by about 4:00 in the afternoon my brain had just had enough of working overtime, and I found myself dabbling around on my computer at work. This is when I do things that I will eventually regret.

My sin, if we can call it that today, was that I surfed over to a Web site that I shouldn’t have. No, not one of those Web sites (get your mind out of the gutter). I won’t do this particular Web site the privilege of naming it outright, partly because I don’t want anyone who works there to discover the reference on my site and start monitoring what I say here. The people that keep this particular Web site up do that sort of thing.

Let’s just say that it was a neo-conservative Web site that was up and running long before having a neo-com Website was cool among people that think neo-con Websites are cool. It likes to criticize people who work in my field who don’t espouse their particular brand of neo-conservative ideas about what the United States should be doing in the rest of the world. If you’re crafty and have figured out what field I work in, you could probably find it in a few quick strokes over on Google.

Anyway, I read a few articles on this Web site and it had the usual effect on my blood pressure, which made me grateful for once that I’m not the one in my house who has the high blood pressure problem (yet). Because a lot of the columns on this Web site read like the angry rants that they actually are, and they make frequent use of one word in particular.

The word that I am referring to in the title of this post is traitor. It gets thrown around a lot, and as much as I as a liberal would love to sit on my left facing love seat and claim that it’s a word that only neo conservatives use, it’s not. (This is why liberals always lose arguments and debates: we’re willing to admit our own faults, and we’re willing to admit when the other side has a valid point.)

Everyone is a traitor these days. You can’t watch C-SPAN these days without watching the Democrats call the Republicans traitors, and the Republicans call the Democrats traitors, and sometimes the President comes out and uses words that his speech writers have looked up in Microsoft Thesaurus™ that aren’t ‘traitor’ but mean the same thing.

When I was in South Padre over the weekend, staying at the Bates Motel, I caught a glimpse of Fox News – which loves to use the word – in which some conservative pin-up female anchor was going on at length about how Noam Chomsky’s book was at the number one position on Amazon.com because it had been cited by Venezuelan President Hugo Chavez in a speech at the U.N. denouncing the United States.

She was practically in a state of advanced sexual gratification over the number of things she could label as traitorous actions: Chavez, as we all know, is a traitor (never mind that he’s not from the U.S. – he’s still a traitor); the U.N. is a traitor because it doesn’t do whatever the U.S. wants whenever the U.S. wants it done; Chavez actually denounced the U.S. at the U.N., which I think is the Fox News equivalent of calling someone a whore and then actually catching them exchanging sex for money; and we all know that just about everyone hates Noam Chomsky.

The conservatives hate him because he’s liberal. The liberals hate him because he’s a linguist who writes about political science. And college students hate him because his writing is so unbelievably turgid that it requires copious amounts of attention just to get through the dedication passage of any of his books. I’ve never read Chomsky, I’ve just heard the horror stories from students in the Linguistics department.

Anyway, our friend over on Fox News was going on at length about this ‘undeniable proof that left-leaning Americans are rushing out to buy Chomsky’s book in order to support Hugo Chavez.’ Wha-huh? How does that follow? (OK, we’re talking about something that was said on Fox News, but still … ) Why couldn’t it be some of the right-leaning Americans who want to see what the fuss is about? Or burn the book? And who the hell cares what’s on Hugo Chavez’s night stand anyway? (For the record, we don’t have to guess what’s on Mahmoud Ahmedinejad’s night stand: he probably says so in his blog, but I can’t read Persian so I don’t know for sure.)

But the bigger issue here is this: at what point did it become acceptable for us as Americans to start labeling each other based on our own perceptions of what constitutes patriotic behavior? For a country that was supposedly founded on the free exchange of ideas, we have become remarkably intolerant – and I’m talking about both liberals and conservatives here – of people who espouse viewpoints different than our own. I admit it – I do it too. I’ve always been a trend-follower, rather than a trend-setter, but I have also been the kind of person who will call out stuff that I think is phenomenally fucked up. And this, boyses and girlses, is phenomenally fucked up.

What I’m saying here is part of what I deleted from the 9/11 retrospective post that never happened. For me, the legacy of 9/11 is that it marked a turning point: suddenly people didn’t feel the need to be tactful or diplomatic anymore.

Maybe it wasn’t a direct result of 9/11 – maybe it had been going on for a while – but it was after 9/11 that I actually noticed it because I was on the receiving end of quite a bit of it. Think Muslims are evil? Say it out loud! Want to go bitch slap those liberal lefties who want the U.S. out of Iraq? Put it on your bumper! Want the U.S. out of Iraq now? Stand on the Congress Avenue bridge during evening rush hour and make your voice heard! Afraid that multi-cultural education might be secretly recruiting our children for the hordes of Islamics (that’s pronounced “eye-slam-ics”) who are waiting in the shadows to turn this country into the United States of Mecca? Testify before the Texas State Board of Education and make sure that a Bible course gets approved for the high school curriculum. Want to make sure that people like that don’t get taken seriously? Start a blog! Why the hell not?

Have we forgotten how to be nice to each other? Have we forgotten how to be diplomatic? Have we forgotten what the American dream was supposed to be about? Have I had too much to drink tonight and am I writing myself into a corner? Probably.

I don’t have answers to any of this. I wish I could follow the example of Dean over at Aman Yala and command a piano to fall on their heads, but I’m not sure there’s enough pianos to go around – nor am I sure that one wouldn’t be coming for me … Besides, I’ve always been the sort of person who’s better at posing questions than finding answers.

See … just like I said, I’m willing to admit my own flaws. This is why I can’t win arguments. Not even the rhetorical ones I have with myself…

 

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