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Rising to the Challenge

Saturday, October 18th, 2008

Sam memed me.  What the heck, I was feeling short on inspiration.  I’ll deal with the psychological ramifications of responding to a challenge from a lad nearly half my age in therapy  :)

The challenge is simple: you’re supposed to list five things you’re addicted to.  

#1.  The Internet.

This one goes right at the very top of the list.  I’d never heard of the Internet when I first got to university and my World Politics TA, whose name I do remember but won’t list here, made us all learn how to use something called “e-mail.”  I learned how to use “e-mail” in October, but didn’t actually know anyone else who had it until the following spring.  

Nowadays, I get e-mail on my cell phone.  I actually find this annoying, because I don’t always want to have e-mail coming in on my telephone, especially on weekends off.  You can tell I find this annoying when I take my phone out of my pocket every time it gives that specific shudder vibration that indicates a new message has come in.

My mail is online, my photos are online, I’m connected to half of the known universe by blog, facebook, and flickr.  Friend me!

Yeah, I definitely think that qualifies as an addiction.

 

#2.  Shoes.

My name is Chris, and I’m a shoe whore.

I think I’ve admitted this before — I seem to recall having a length discussion about Danny’s inner Aztec goddess who threatened to eat his still beating heart right out of his chest if he didn’t purchase a pair of shoes.

I don’t actually buy shoes that often, but I have been known to purchase a pair and get home only to realize that I already own them (fortunately on all occasions I’ve been able to add “in another color.”)  The shoe section of our closet — which is far too small–is overrun.

 

#3.  Books.

“You know, you can get those for free at the library,” my mother is fond of saying, every time she comes over and sees the bookshelves.  She’s so not an addict.  The first time as an undergrad that I walked into a professor’s office and saw every wall lined with shelves sagging under the weight of books crammed in every which way, I thought, “I’m not alone!”

At this point, I have most of my academic books at work and my fun trashy books at home.  I’m starting to grow short on space for books at work, though, because I spend part of my budget on books for research. Granted, I haven’t picked up David Cook’s Martyrdom in Islam yet (I really can’t for thelife of me remember what I was doing that I thought it would be useful), but some of the others–Desiring Arabs, Ornament of the World, Muslins in Spain 1492-1611–I have devoured as quickly as humanly possible.  Hey, I’m a history geek.  I like this stuff.

At home, on the other hand, I’ve got The Devil Wears Prada on my night stand.  Granted, at the moment, I’m reading a trashy Egyptian novel by an author you probably haven’t heard of, but trust me: it’s trashy.

 

#4.  Food.

I know, we all need food to live.  If I’m an addict, we all are, right?

Well, here’s the thing.  There’s food, and then there’s food.  I am loathe to refer to myself as a “foodie” because a former coworker used to proudly call herself that.  Mainly, I think it was so that she could excuse her own bizarre tastes and self-diagnosed food allergies under a mask of snobbishness (“I’m a foodie” sounds so much better than “Eating onions gives me explosive diarrhea”).

Natalie’s friend Jacques–the one who took us to Teotihuacan and then out to dinner with his partner where I learned many interesting Spanish words–asked me if I was a foodie, and I said, “I wouldn’t say that I’m a foodie.  I just enjoy eating.”

“Well,” he said, “That’s what being a foodie is.”

So maybe I am a foodie.  I don’t know.  I like trying new recipes in my kitchen, and I like trying new foods when I go out.  Our pantry is stocked with spices I’ve only used a handful of times, and on very rare occasions we have to have a grilled cheese sandwich for dinner because a recipe I’ve tried has turned out very, very, very badly. 

But at least we tried it.  ;)

 

#5.  Photography.

I dithered about putting this one up here.  Am I trying to sound cool?  I wonder.  Then I think about all of the meetings and places that I have wandered into with my camera to the consternation of colleagues, my parents, my boyfriend, and people who have decided to just pretend they don’t know who I am.  I’m usually gracious enough to respond positively when they ask if they can have some of the photos later.

I don’t tend to take a lot of photos at home (although I think Ray would dispute that).  When I’m traveling, however, my camera is always with me.  Always.  We can be just going to dinner, and I’ll bring it along.  Something might happen that I’ll want a photo of!  When Natalie and I went to Puebla, I didn’t bring my camera to dinner and missed getting a photo of the chiles en nogada that we had for dinner the night we arrived.  I may never forgive myself.  We were seriously tempted to have them again just so that I could have the chance.

As much as I’m addicted to photography–and believe you me, when the Adorama weekly specials arrive in my inbox or the quarterly B&H catalog arrives in the mail, it’s like pornography–I still question whether or not I’m a decent photographer.  I’ve taken my share of decent photos, some of which I’ve liked enough to put on the wall in my office or at home.  But then I look at the photos of the pros–some of whom are barely out of high school!–and I feel inadequate. 

And then I pick up my camera and keep trying.

 

I think at the end of this, I’m supposed to tag others for the meme, but I don’t like doing that.  So, here’s the thing: if you do this, leave a message and link in the comments so I can keep track!

Ho Hum.

Tuesday, October 14th, 2008

One of my coworkers IM’ed me this morning. “I’m having an existential crisis,” he said. “I’m three quarters of the way through a degree plan and I realize that I don’t actually want a degree in this field anymore. I don’t want to write anymore papers. I don’t want to muse on why things happen a certain way. I don’t want to be so fucking scared about taking a test because i have no clue what is going on inside the prof’s head.”

“That’s not an existential crisis,” I told him. “It’s senioritis.”

And yet, on reflection, I’m feeling the same way about my job. I have senioritis in my job, and I haven’t been a senior for eight years.

The project that I’ve put over a year of blood, sweat, and tears into — the one that sent me off to Spain and Morocco for one round of meetings in the spring, and to Mexico a month ago for a second round of meetings — is dead in the water. It’s not the best reward for all of the effort we’ve put in, especially because we were so enthusiastic about it. The people we met with were enthusiastic. Everyone was enthusiastic. But no one wants to fund it, and that means it’s pretty much DOA.

All I have to show for our effort are some photos that I shot when we had an hour to run through this palace or that museum.

I’m very much a person who runs on momentum. When things are zipping along, I ride the wave of energy. But when things are at a lull, I’m not always the one who picks up the ball and runs with it.

It doesn’t help that everyone around here seems to be alternately harried and dragging. We’ve grown too large lately and … well, I won’t say I told you so. I’ll just tell you all that I did.

I know that I can get back in the groove. I just don’t know how right now.

‘Tis a puzzlement.

In Season

Sunday, September 7th, 2008

The chiles en nogada are in season in Puebla.  They’re poblano peppers (the local specialty — poblano meaning “of Puebla”) stuffed with finely ground meat, raisins, chopped fruit, covered in a walnut creme sauce and sprinkled with pomegranate seeds.  It’s hard to go wrong with such a dish.

Natalie and I left Mexico City this afternoon for the short bus ride to the old colonial city of Puebla.  Even though it’s cold and pouring, we still walked around the Zocalo to look at the cathedral and the myriad decorations being put up for the Independence Day celebrations next week (diez y seis — September 16).

I’ve been trying to be good about keeping up with things, but the internet connection at the hotel in Mexico City was both spotty and slow, which made it difficult.  Tonight we’re staying in a small hotel in Puebla that’s a renovated house from the 17th century.  Everything in the hotel is for sale–literally everything.  It’s like walking through an art gallery.  This doesn’t mean that I don’t think it’s overpriced, mind you.

Yesterday, we went to the pyramids at Teotihuacan.  The Pyramid of the Sun is wider than any of the Egyptian pyramids, although the Great Pyramid is still taller.  The different, of course, is that you can climb the pyramids in Mexico, which isn’t as easy as you’d think it would be–especially given that they’re at an altitude of 7,000 feet to begin with.  It’s hard to forget how high central Mexico is, until you get a sunburn over the course of a cloudy afternoon, that is.

Natalie’s friend Jacques played tour guide, and then took us to lunch and an extended evening that involved wine glasses never being empty and eventual scenes of extreme discomfort back in my hotel bathroom.  Suffice to say that I picked up a couple of bottles of gatorade at the 7-11 this morning before we set out for Coyoacan and the Frida Kahlo museum.

Another of Natalie’s friends gave us explicit instructions that the best chiles en nogada in Puebla are to be found at the Restaurant Royalty in the zocalo portales, and so when we had had our fill of getting drizzled upon, we took a table and ordered a couple.

We really rushed through Mexico City — we didn’t get to the zocalo or the Templo Mayor — but we’re down here on business and it’s not all sightseeing.  We have had a couple of very productive meetings and are looking forward to another tomorrow here in Puebla.  I already like Puebla a lot–the center is very pretty and charming and all of those other words, but mainly it’s because the pace is slower than in Mexico City.

At any rate.  I’m rambling, and have no photos to show because I haven’t gone through them yet.  Lazy me.

Here’s to a great week, wherever you are!

Hola from Mexico City

Friday, September 5th, 2008

Not much time to post – I’m in Mexico City on a typically overpriced internet connection (yes, I could connect for free if we were located just a little closer to the Starbucks across the street, but we’re not).

My notes from last night:

First day in Mexico City.

Natalie had told me that the city was expansive, and she had arranged for me to have the window seat because she wanted to be able to watch my reaction as we flew over it.  She almost missed it.

My stomach is still upset from this weekend–I’m not sure what I did, exactly, that made it upset (other than the part where, as near as I can determine, it’s not a meal in the Big Bend region unless it contains some sort of fried meat and at least three different types of carbohydrates).  What I am certain of, however, is that I realized that I wasn’t going to be able to wait until the plane was safely parked at the gate at the airport and jumped across two people to get to the aisle and run to the lavatory before the pilot put the “Fasten Seat Belts” sign on to indicate that we were about to land.  For the record, this was the second such occurrence on the flight (which only took an hour and a half in the first place).

Once here, however, I’m doing better.  I avoided the spicy stuff at dinner–at a place called Fonda “El Refugio” in Liverpool Street around the corner from our hotel in the Zona Rosa.  The Zona Rosa is one of Mexico City’s happening districts–it’s also one of the gay friendliest, and Mexico may be Mexico, but fag is universal and, honey, there are some flamers out there in the streets ’round these parts, let me tell you.

We haven’t seen much of the city except what we could see from the window of the taxicab on the way here from the airport, but it’s clearly a place that never sleeps.  I’m kind of exhausted, though, and I’m on my way to bed.  Tomorrow starts a day that we thought would be empty and has managed to fill up rather quickly, and I want to be well rested for it.

Today we had two meetings, one on the rather iconic campus of the UNAM (Universidad Nacional Autonoma de Mexico), and the other at the Universidad Iberoamericana.  They’re both a ways out of the city center, and unfortunately, they’re not a ways out in the same direction, so we spent half the day in cabs crossing the city, which is enormous, as I mentioned above.

I also seem to be having problems understanding Mexican Spanish–it’s weird. Spanish is Spanish, right? Apparently not. Ugh.

Some photos:

Customs forms.  What's my passport number again?

Customs forms. What's my passport number again?

Mexico City as we approach to land -- it just keeps on going!

Mexico City as we approach to land -- it just keeps on going!

Mural on the UNAM campus

Mural on the UNAM campus

The iconic UNAM library -- 300,000 students go here!

The iconic UNAM library -- 300,000 students go here!

I've already forgotten which god this is ...

I've already forgotten which god this is ...

Facade of the National Anthropology Museum

Facade of the National Anthropology Museum

Must run now.  We’re meeting a couple of Natalie’s friends and going to a modern dance performance.  I hate modern dance.  Should be interesting :mrgreen:

Afternoon Train to Meknes

Monday, May 19th, 2008

(note: I wrote this yesterday afternoon.)

Currently hurtling across central Morocco on a train bound, eventually, for Meknes.

We left Spain this morning. Spain was Spain – I need to eventually spend more than 36 hours in Madrid, because it’s a charming city. I hate doing blow-by-blows of what I did and saw, because it usually involves me having to go back and dig through maps to try to retrace my own steps and no one reads it anyway.

Anyway, in the time we were there, we stayed in Seville, took meetings in Cadiz and Granada that went exceptionally well, and managed to sightsee a little bit in a hilltop fortress town called Arcos de la Frontera, and in the Albaicin district of Granada. We didn’t get into the Alhambra because apparently you have to buy tickets eight years in advance now, and we didn’t.

As I mentioned in my last post, the most irritating part of driving in Spain was the rental car itself (a Pugeot 407) and the mystery of various functions that the car had that I didn’t need (automatic windshield wipers?) and things that I needed but never figured out how to use (it took us a day to realize that the cruise control was hidden behind the steering column). Driving in Europe has its own challenges–my favorite being the turn-right-to-turn-left phenomenon–but we managed, and it turned out I didn’t even need to purchase the insurance that doubled the bill on the rental car. (Of course, if I hadn’t done so, I would have needed it, which was my thinking in the first place).

And so afterwards it was back to Madrid on the AVE, Spain’s fast, efficient (and not terribly cheap, but still cheaper than flying) high speed train line that had us back in Puerta Atocha station in two and a half hours.

It’s hard not to compare the AVE with the train we’re currently on, just beginning our ascent into the Atlas Mountains, which is neither fast nor terribly efficient (I enjoy the notices on the stations that we go through announcing that the train is “retard 10 mins”).

I’ve not been to Morocco before, and I’m struck by massive differences between Egypt – where I’ve spent most of my time – and here. After being told how Moroccans are uber nice and very welcoming, the first Moroccan that I encountered face-to-face was a complete asshole (the guy at the train station in the airport). I’ve been the main translator in Spain – Natalie, who speaks Portuguese fluently, can understand Spanish but doesn’t speak it so well, and no matter what he says, Samer … well, let’s just say his Spanish is not so bueno.

Hence, when we arrived in Morocco, I needed a bit of time to re-acclaimate to a new language, and the guy at the counter wasn’t having it. He snapped at me when I didn’t understand him immediately, so I called over Samer, and then he snapped at Samer: “How many people am I going to talk to today, huh?” He was convinced that I had told him that I wanted second class tickets (I hadn’t) and then wouldn’t let it go: “He said second, you say first,” he told Samer. “Second, first, second, first. Which is it?”
“First,” Samer said.
“Because he said second, and now you’re saying first.”
So then he printed out the tickets and told us how much, and as I was fumbling to count out bills, he snapped again, “There are people waiting. Hurry up.”
When we left, I smiled and said in the nicest voice possible, “Allah yubarak fiik (God bless you).” It was the best put-down I could muster. When I walked through the ticket office later in search of a restroom, he didn’t look at me.

And so. Off we go into the mountains to the town of Ifrane, home to one of Morocco’s most prestigious universities. The weather is cool and we’re passing through fields of greenery with horses and cows and sheep. It’s a new country, and I’m ready to see what it has to offer.

 

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